NTGravity Zone: #membebelmode

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Stumble upon a site name 43 Things and the sense of dejavu struck me...

.... I've done the list before...

back when I'm really into Fear Street book series (yes, it's a horror!), there's a special activity book and there's an activity that I need to write down my wishlist... I end up listed what I want to do in my life...
(as you all read this entry: I'm still digging my room seeking that book! Seems so ancient book...)

ANnnyway....,

I think I would love to re-create my 101 lists to do before I die... it should be really fun, not necessarily in order - once I did it should just mark done...

Here goes nothing....,

101. Sing A Rap Song

I've known Rap or Hip Hop as one of the genres in music through 4U2C and KRU (Malaysian Artistes)... there are numerous songs of them I’ve successfully learn and sing it… especially for 4U2C… but to KRU’s albums, some them are 4stars difficulties… hahahaha such as Get In 2 The Hype, KRU is Wild (Makin’ My Stand), E’nuff Ez E’nuff, Da’ Ghetto and some other more…(especially in the reKRUed album)

I'm longing to sing rap or hip hop songs since Eminem in 'Mockingbird' but after I've heard Beyonce, 'In The Club' - originally by 50cents... I really wanna do it too..!!

What so good about sing in rap? I think it’s so cool and it shows how well we say lots of word per minute without twisted my tongue or any... It’s a cool skill!

I believe I gotta do these steps to successfully achieve my target…

Jogging – for breath controlling and stamina...
Learn to pronoun the words and increased the speed
Feel the music/tempo…
Practice
Don’t feel embarrassed – when it out of tune... hahaha

My first try was In The Club as the song was so catchy but I failed… followed by lots more after that like Lose Yourself (Eminem), Family Affair (Mary J. Blige – I don’t now if this considers rap or not but cuz I like it…), Ms Jackson (Outkast) and many more…

Never tried again or even listened to that song again…, until I successfully learn and sing,” Souljas Boys – Crank Dat” song. It’s so fun and cool until I dig back my old ‘In The Club’ and practice again…

…yet, it failed! LOL!! 6stars… too much air needed… long sentence and real fast for an amateur like me...

So I really wanna sing a rap song - successfully! Probably the next time I go karaoke with my friends…

NTGravity : yo.. yo... still having goosebumps just by thinking about Fear Street... s'up!

*shiverss....*

HaiiTTTTttttt~!

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Nope... I didn't turn into a zombie.. [refering to the Left 4 Dead montage]
...it never ceases my craziness about this game [Left 4 Dead 1 or 2]... and that's not what I want to tell you all in this entry...

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Salaam... [May Peace Be Upon You]

This is my story where I came across the possibility of the H1N1 virus. It's a pandemic virus which associates with Swine Flu and Bird Flu. What I know it's dangerous and might be caused by death.

(:::[ ]:::) 27th April 2010 (:::[ ]:::)

Since the morning I was sneezing non-stop.. not sure what caused it. By evening, it gets worse... due to an upcoming event (One of the biggest event in my life! Click Here to know more...) I've taken 2 nos of paracetamol and go to sleep.

(:::[ ]:::) 28th April 2010 (:::[ ]:::)

Woke up around 5:30 am. After taking a leak, suddenly my right arms feel numb or like muscle cramps. My body still does not feel any better. After a while, my left arms started to feels the same. I seriously don't know what actually is happening to me and there was no one around (home alone for 3 days...) so with all my strength that I got left - refresh myself, tidy a bit the house and drove myself to the emergency at the hospital...

First at something called triage - sorry I'm not familiar with medical terms. The first diagnosis told me - I got a really high fever and I have to go to the Red Zone area (i didn't know before that this is to identify which 'Zone' level of sickness are and for them to identify how to act after that - I think red for REAL emergency...)

After that, my blood pressure and temperature are taken again...

More 'ice cream' sticks enter my mouth. This time more serious movement happen. Going for X-ray. My blood sample is taken. My fever is still very high too, they told me that I will be admitted as ILI [Influenza-Like-Illness] on the Isolation ward and they need to do the follow up due to H1N1. They asked about where was I and who stay with me at the moment. They started with Tami-flu and an IV drip is punched on my wrist. Oxygen was given half an hour afterwards [i think] and I slowly fade away. I don't know if the medicine but all I know a few hours later, it's already 9 or 10am. I just realized that my boss and my parents didn't know about me yet.

After a few text messages back and forth - I've arrived at the Isolation Ward. The moment I step in (yes, I still manage to walk with IV drip hahaha... even the nurse insist me to sit in the wheelchair or stretcher).

I saw 2 or 3 nurses in hurry do this and that, I thought there's an emergency or something but actually to get ready for my area. They also wearing super-full protection I never see before. I was like...,

Yup, they wear few layers of gloves, a plastic apron, face mask, medical gown or suit I don't know what the name of it and before they enter my room - they will need to prep themself with those in a room between my room and the corridor, sanitise then enter. Same when they came out of my room, they need to take out everything but left the last layer of gloves, plastic apron, face mask before out to the corridor. Not just the nurse, even from the doctor to cleaner need to go through the same process.

Anyway, Isolation Ward..urmm, well.. as it's named already.. so yes, all patients will be in individual room. Mine was Room number 6. From that moment, I face a new experience in my life... Hospitalized!

Every hour a nurse will come in and take a drop or two of my blood. There's more bag with clear liquid hanging above me. A tube was attached to my nose. Something was clipped on my finger... (i think it's to monitor my oxygen level) and more blood sample taken. My throat has been invaded by a swab (to test for H1N1). Very very painful experience. I can't have any visitor - cant even eats yet.. instead, I only can drink plain water for the first 24 hours.

I remember seeing my Mader [read: Mother] peeping from a window outside the isolation ward as no visitor can enter the room. I can't get up at that time due to all the tube and whatever wires on me. I only can see a little bit of my Mader [Read: Mother] which is from eyes above. It's heartbreaking, I cant hear my Mader's voice as the room is sound-proof. I make a call to my big bro and speak to my Mader asking for her forgiveness and say my gratitude for all her hardship just in case I won't make it alive.

Seems that the room was freaking quiet - napping is the only solutions for now. That's the only way to stop the tears.

Little that I know, it's a long night for me...

(:::[ ]:::) 29th April 2010 (:::[ ]:::)

Still on treatment as ILI [Influenza-Like-Illness] patient. One of the most painful experience was when the Antibiotic is injected through the IV tube... Perrggghhh~ and of course when they need to pierce a small tiny blade to get a drop of blood for a sample. If just once, I can deal with it but for every hour?? Can't lied to say it DOES hurt!

In the morning, my fever still high!

The doctor does round checking and ask me to rest and drink water.

I just kept praying to Mercy Allah with the hope that my H1N1 test will turn negative and my health will getting better.

By evening, Alhamdulillah it's getting better I think as the oxygen tube was taken away. Less liquid enter my body and my throat swab result came out negative. Alhamdulillah and Thank you, Allah!

Even the nurse who told me the news also was very happy because ever since she took care of me, she has to take really good precaution for herself. She has to take bath before go home and check on herself just in case.

Then thing started to get better, I can start eating as normal, can take bath. Thanks to my Mader, even she can't meet me - she still sends some books for me to read. Yet, I did cry when the doctor told me that I won't be able to discharge soon. I was frustrated. I can say 'bye bye' to my vacation with my best friend, there's no chance to attend the concert that I've had longed for and looking forward to going to.. and worst-case scenario - I MISS MY MADER! (it's been 4 days since the last time I saw my mum...)

That night, there's still nothing I can do but reading and sleep.

(:::[ ]:::) 30th April 2010 (:::[ ]:::)

what's left...

More good news. The doctor told me I'm officially H1N1 free. My fever really now gone. Blood pressure - normal. My ECG - normal and I can be discharged today and go vacay! Yay, in addition to my good news - I don't need to quarantine myself.. more yay!!

By 4.30pm I'm out of there..!!

By the way, as a blood donor, the hospital bill is waived! Alhamdulillah.

(:::[ ]:::) Treated Well (:::[ ]:::)

I'm so thankful to all staff nurses especially whoever involved in Room 6 from 28th April 2010 until 30th April 2010 for taking very good care of me. Always give me hope to recover. Friendliness touched my heart dearly...

I remember I once asked one of the staff nurses their name, she suddenly turned animated. Imagine a stranger covered in lots of plastic apron and outfits, latex gloves, masked face and medical hair cap - invaded your room, taking your blood...

Alienated?

LOL... That's why she suddenly became animated.., laughing for not introducing herself. It's aight, still my heroes you all. Lalalala~♥

(Picture of my sister...)

So in conjunction with Nurses' Day... I would love to extend my Thank You to all Nurses in the world - especially to my sister (she is a Staff Nurse too) and the Nurses that took care of me...

*:. ✿ ✿.:* (:::[ ]:::) Happy Nurses' Day!! (:::[ ]:::) *:.✿ ✿ .:*

Your kindness and tenderness care are never repaid! Keep up the good work!

Thank you once again!

NTGravity: try to take care of my health... I hope~

(:::[ ]:::)

Haiittt~!!!

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*Note: This is my personal views...*

Before this, if you ask me which flight I would love to use - I will proudly say MAS (Malaysian Airlines)... Why? Simply because it's classy, served nice food and the departure/arrival bay was closer... (If Air Asia, usually you need to walk far to embark or disembark.)

Now, It has changed my mind a bit... apart I tried not to cross path with my EX... I got another reason not to...

Again, this is my personal views...

One fine day - I was instructed by my boss to go down to Mukah due to an urgent meeting and I have to replace him. By hook or by crook, I need to be there before 8am the next day... so trying my best to find a flight... Tried to surf the web but seems that I don't have a credit card - there's no choice but to go down to the ticketing instead...

When I came to the airport - I was dumbstruck by the location of the ticketing office or counter.. (it's been a while since the last time I use Malaysia Airlines). I was about to going down to the arrival level when I saw two lovely ladies in a very lovely uniform with lovely makeup - I knew for an instant that's the uniform for Malaysia Airlines's crew. So I ask them for the direction, to my surprise they answer me, "Kat ticketing office lah!" (At ticketing office of course!)

yup... this look...~!

Ok..., so I ask them again where is the ticketing office, their answer, "Atas lah" (Upstairs, of course!) Waisehhhmen... Sombongnyaa... (Snobbish...)

Now what they doing is merely assuming - well, not everybody knows where right? Especially the foreigner (but I believe they will treat the foreigner better..) I was a bit pissed off but seems that I'm in hurry, I just turn around and look for the ticketing office... but yet, I still say 'thank you' because I've been taught to do that to people who helped me.. yup 'helped' i say... One thing they have forgotten that - I'm a potential buyer too...

The counter was no good either... I've told the staff that I'm urgent and really need to go but she answers me very simple... "No more flight"...

With a bit of frustration I went back home.. and try to search again at their website - and what do you know... there's a flight to Miri (the last flight and the next morning from Miri to Mukah)... For a desperado like me - I'll sure take it but she didn't even try...

.... so I end up using a bus that night...

Maybe what I've been experiencing is minor or rarely happen... nobody is perfect.. maybe their having a bad day but Hospitality is part of their theme right? I heard lots of complained or disappointment from my friends and fellow bloggers and usually stand the ground... never thought it will happen to me...

Quote to one of the blogs I've followed...

"Sebelum ini MAS dianugerahkan 'best cabin crew' bukan 'best ground crew'."

http://mazidulakmal.blogspot.com/2010/04/dhaka-di-klia.html

(Before this MAS has been awarded for "Best Cabin Crew" not "Best Ground Crew")

so believe it~!

And this on my way back to Kuching... Being a good Malaysian, I still want to support Malaysia Airlines.

Yet applause for this new tech... *new to me...*

... I guess due to space, the aisle is really narrow...

NTGravity: Come fly with me, let's fly, let's fly away... yeah righhhht~

Haiiitt~!!

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~ Never heard of Earth Hour? ~

Earth Hour is an activity where we *HUMAN* will sacrifice AN HOUR by simply switching off lights/electricity in our household or office or where ever... This is to send a force of nature of our concerned about our earth - it's climate change, the temperature... Show Earth we care... It's a volunteer activity - a symbolic gesture to prove to Ignorant people that we can, we care and we united...

We're surrounded by gloom and doom. Economies are in meltdown, the environment is being wrecked and global warming threatens us all. It would be easy to bury our heads in the sand and hope it all just goes away. But the reality is that there is plenty of good news. Recent studies show it is entirely possible to avoid the worst effects of global warming using existing technologies.

Switching to clean, renewable energy, stopping the destruction of the world's great forests and investing in energy efficiency could cut damaging carbon emissions by nearly half in just thirty years. And what's more, we can afford it. The trillions of dollars currently being poured into stimulus packages are a fantastic opportunity to move to a low-carbon economy which will boost jobs and growth and put us on course to manage the worst effects of climate change.

http://www.metronews.ca/ottawa/live/article/203331

~Why? ~

Electricity started everything... Don't get it? Factories, Big building, spotlights.. things that we might see with naked eyes... Actually, we *Human* who started everything... the evolution and times have changed us all...

Besides, our earth is getting older and weaker... Let's help earth reduce its burden... Lately, Mother of Nature has growls... might be frustrating... might be tired... might be sick... There is a lot of tragic earthquake and tsunami... Not to mention - War! Bring the consciousness and humanity back to our self... This is Earth we're talking about - the place where we were born, raise and live! Stop being ignorant... it is not others who will die but we are... Let's die peacefully. Don't start big, though... start slow and steady... there will be HUGE different...
[Please support my EARTH HOUR campaign by clicking]

~ How to? ~

There are lots of activities we can do in an hour or more... Picnic in our own garden, candle lights dinner, snuggle with loved ones in dark (urmm.. make sure lock everything first..), camp at the beach and many more... Use your own creativity...

~ Against ~
Not surprised! You're the decision-maker... if you don't fancy the idea then don't do it~! Many who dispute this activity will only see this as An Hour while we are trying to give awareness of global warming and climate change for the future...
.not about the specific energy reductions made during the hour being all that's required...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Earth_Hour#Measurement_of_reduction_in_electricity_use

~ My Favourite song ~

I shall leave you all with this song... This is what we gonna get if we still what we are now... I've come to my senses due to this song a long time ago... and until then trying my best to help nature, animals and human...

People... Will you want to FLICK IT OFF??

NTGravity: Can't hold my tears whenever I listen to this song... Stabbing to my soul...
Haiit~!!

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I admit that I am an urban style person... I live most of my life in the city and so far, love it... I can't really give any reason "why" as in the city I can get whatever thing I wish for but actually because I'm used to it!

I really missed my childhood memories when my big brother and friends and me playing outdoor activities - camping, get into the mud, into a jungle, climbing here and there and whole lots of childish things... I strongly agree that childhood should be a fun moment, apart from tuitions, tuitions and more tuitions! Kids in this era mostly fear the sun and 'stupid' outdoor games. Nowadays I rarely see that anymore in my area or in the place where I live... they're more IT savvy and English fluent kind of generation now... more educated... which is very good - lesser poverty and illiterate citizens..something to proud of, but I don't really fancy kids too clever... hahaha.. irritating.. *no offence, kiddo!*

Lately, thanks to a friend, I got the chance to return to nature after numerous years... Breathing fresh air, be near to the sea and give me the guts to search for a long lost friend... I personally think we should go more to a suburban area or 'resort'... I really found peace of mind by doing that - less traffic, less both air and noise pollutions get back to nature and old-timer civilization... I feel good doing it once in a while. One of the good things live in a suburbs- everybody knows everybody...

The first time I went back - the first breath was amazing... almost shed my tears, it's touched my heart so deeply. The scenery was breathtaking... speechless... ((ok that exaggerate..)) Ha-ha... anyways, I’ve met my long lost friend - Ms Jamayah Bujang... I got to know her when the school term almost finish. We exchange address and picture because that's her final year in that school. I’ve tried to send a letter to her but it bounces back to me - I thought the postman couldn’t send it due to the area was consider a small province...

As time goes by, grow up and start working - I didn’t give much thought about it... until last January 2009, when I told myself - just give it a try. The most she will not remember me or move to somewhere else. With the only photo I have in keep - I start to look for her and it's so easy because as I said, everybody knows everybody and to my surprise - she still remembers me and even knows my name!! I love that moment... by that time, I got to know her and her family all together, very nice!

so it's boosted my adrenaline to find more of my childhood or old school friends in the future... because as far as I know, it brings back happy memories.. don’t you think its fun? Give me buzz...

NTGravity : I love meeting people - old friends or new... but I'm poor in keeping the friendship on... in terms of updating, keep talking, connection and all... Please forgive me... Ok?

HaiiTT!!

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Hello again... I know it’s been a while after my last post...

Worry no more, yea. Let's talk about table manner. I’ve been to a very nice dining place with my friends recently - we’re having 4-course western food. The place was ve~ry nice, with light music and the ambience was superb! It's nowadays dining cafe style, ermm.. fusion 'kot'? Which wasn’t considered as fine dining but still, feels like one - only no dress-code whatsoever…

It’s so a comfortable place to hang out while having fabulous food.. and our food? Love it... Really enjoy ‘Cappucino Wild Mushroom Soup‘ with ‘Cheezy Garlic Bread‘ and followed by ‘Turkey Potato Salad‘…

Hellooo.. Earth to ME!! (Oh yea.. totally lost it.. haha.. pardon me…)

A-NY-WAYS…,

We're taking our time, having good chat while having good food... It’s a good combo, which not last too long when family of 7 come and sit not far from us... Probably two tables away…

The problem here, they weren’t talking too loud or something but the little rugrats that they bring in… Annoying..!

Don't get me wrong here.. I do LOVE kids, kids are fun but I believe kids sometimes have to know the terms between ‘play time’ and ‘behave time’… or 'at home' or 'public places'...

And I also believe that parents do have to know when or where to take control of their children… Yea yea, I know parents nowadays are more open-culture kind but PLEASEEE for crying out loud!! do that in your home... please!

Some situation :

Exhibit A :

Kid: go to the kitchen area and try to make a conversation like asking ‘what are you doing mister?’ or ‘why are your head don’t have a hair??’ - while ‘the chef’ answer very very nicely to every questions like a tourist guide. Matter of factly, secretly cursing or whatever.. MAYBE!

PARENT will say: "My baby love to learn something new and i will let them interacting with people to built their confident or so and so…."

Note: Nothing to do with upper picture... :) only me adoring Subs!!... hahaha

Exhibit B :

Kid: Playing or ‘rearranged’ decorations which God knows how much the price of those or how valuable the things are.. Let alone to appreciates time and pain of the people who done it…

The parent will say: My kids got talent as an interior designer…

… just to names a few.. not to mention the way they look at us as their stop by at our table... HREEaHH….

DISCLAIMER: I’m not against parenting…

It just that I remember how my parents taught me table manner - chewing with my mouth close, don’t play with the food, wash your hand, behave when dining out…

NTGravity : Maybe, looks like a passive development... I think it's better that way... There are sure lots of ways to teach our kids.. and yet, it's still long way to go for them... #my2cents

PLUS

I have a boyfriend who really endures table-manner which I, too, slacking here and there but at least hey. I’m learning here!!! Haha

SO… my point here… ( it’s a really long post this time yea??)

Anyway, my friend and I personally were really uncomfortable - suddenly the kids running around, hitting our chairs, other's handbag, disturbing our dear waiter with endless questions so loudly, kicking one of the large vases which I hope it might crack… and yes, father and mother demurely talking while watching and "observing" (duhh) not noticing other patrons ‘distressing fever' rising…. (which wasn’t only us..)

I have no choice but to call the waiter to ask them to stop these kids from running around seems that the parents were doing nothing about it... It’s not safe,you know with all this knife and fork on the tables. It wasn’t only hazardous to them but also to others… before I finish my words, the owner take control and consulted the parents with a straight face giving choices either look after their young or go dine somewhere! My Goodness!

.....and it's peaceful again… Thank God… Yay!!!!

Nope, the kids started to do the ‘High School Musical’ crockeries version.. Banging spoon, plates… [Sighhh.....]

A wise man says; If you can’t beat them, join them... [literally]

End of the day, we skip our dessert and go somewhere else...

You might think like.., what are we fussing off about kids.., just don’t bother, and blah and blah...

Well, I DO bother - I'm paying too...

Parent… please take control of your kids.. teach them manner - at least to respect other people, they're paying too, you know….

And also, please keep your eyes on your kids - don’t let them wandering alone even when you think it's ok to let them play around… You never know…

That’s it…. Peace and God Bless!

NTGravity : Respect to earn respect...

Mood : Missing him… huhu

Haiittt!

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*holla*

I missed some of my friends but I couldn't get to see them yet due to time and work. Not to forget old school and childhood friends... I lost my cellphone in 2007 and lost most of my important information... so if u think u know me, just give me a buzz ok... Send me a text or something... I'm sure will reply back.

I would love to share a story about a new friend of mine, let's called him Vilan, who was born in Kuching and raised in LA, USA. We met at the Kuching International Airport end of May when I'm sending my parents for their flight and Vilan just arrived from Kuala Lumpur. It's kind of funny actually how we met...

I met Vilan for the first time when I bumped into him... I mean a real bumped to his trolley and drop one of his huge baggage. I was so veRY VERY embarrassed and quickly pick up his massive heavy bag - apologies and walk away.

Cursing myself for 'goofy-ing' in public place like that, I hide awhile at the cookies shop, pretend to buy some cookies.. well, I did buy some!
(Side note: Those cookies are yummy 'giler', although i don't really like sweet thingee... I know myself is sweet enough already... huah huah huah!!)

Never met him again since that...

If I'm not mistaken, 2 weeks later we met again at KFC. He happens to sit right next to my table... andddd he remembers me so we introduce ourselves and have a pleasant chat...

Since that day we often meet somewhere just to hang out...

*truly lost*

I've asked him why come back to Malaysia instead of staying in US, he told me - he'd stayed in US for the last 30years and enjoy being there very much but he has lost one thing in the family - connection *phew*.

Back in US, when he is 12 years old he left home for boarding school and by age 18 years old for college.. he didn't have much time at home except for Christmas but that time he's cool with it - no curfew, no grounded, no sharing things with siblings, more independent and whole lots more!
When he grew up as an adult - he earns a good job but ends up being a jerk - no manners, lost of culture and not even nice to his own family so the tied is finally broken...

One day, Vilan's father passed away... he is devastated as his old man was Vilan's best friend when he is still a kid and lately he has been forgetting about him...

*found*

Then he resigns from his work and moves back to Malaysia with one mission - ... meeting he's late father's families that he never met... The good part is Vilan's late father had a twin brother! For Vilan it's like given a second chance...

*lost again...*

Now - after a while, i didn't get to see him anymore...After I've changed my works and I lost his number so I just want to wish him the very best of lucks!! Where ever you are, bro!

NTGravity : it's a circle of life that we will meet and depart... so let's cherish this link of friendship while it last...
Haiitt!!!

*so.. do you aware that this entry has no graphic or photo? lol*

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It's not abra-ca-da-bra... It's not hokus-pokus..

I've been in this situation before... many, many times...
For me, it needs real courage and a whole heart that really believe it before we say it.

The right time and the right person [at that time] of course.. Or that Magic word will disappear into thin air unanswered or the Magic word backfired and will give opposite results... heartbroken!

I remember one of my previous failed relationships...

We've been into a good relationship - almost perfect! but if anybody asked me - I don't know what to say - we never declared anything.. it just started and keep on going... healthily. Like close friend but closer... and more.

Do we need to declare by the way?
Are we going to be just like that only?
Shall we get married soon?
Or shall we get engaged after the fifth[y] dates?
Are we just friend [with benefit]??
Or maybe let's go slow step - by - step [...like baby steps]?

For me, I need a declaration to build a relationship. I need to know where do I stand...

Don't we all?

I've tried to give a little nudge with e-cards,text, talking and a lot more... Thank God - the 'other side' seems to give the same vibe.

Until one day...
After we have done with our dinner, the other side sends me home and before I opened the door, I've said it!! That magic word! Even with sweaty palms, I felt so relieved because I say it with my all heart!

..but what happen to the other side?

---- Line Is Not Connected. If you get what I mean----

(>_<!!) facepalm!

so I continue my word with the food like '...i mean I love you bring me to dinner tonight. Food is awesome! Good night!'

I thought that I've tried too hard but actually, I've tried my best. For a certain period of time still nothing. Even we still go out like we used to but that topic seems to be untouchable.

We did go a separate way for a while due to work but still in touch every now and then.

Weeks after that the incoming text seems to slow down.. my side, yea, I step aside and give him THAT space, but that butterflies seem gone too.

Months after that, 'the other side' just realised his feeling to me but it's too late. Being realistic, I already gave up and move on in my life already....

Kinda met someone new by then...

Do not take too long to figured something in your heart or head.. or.... nevermind~!

To all lover who needs motivation... Listen to this song below...

NtGravity : For me to anti gravity need a magic word too...

HaiiiiT~!

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I always wondering... like..., Really?
Friends should share everything?
Some people don't have a problem with that...
Some people say, "Only among close friend..."
The other says, "Only with best friends, boyfriend, girlfriend... [whichever apply]"
Now, should friend share everything? Below is one case that happen to my friend, a few years ago..,

*Do take note... I've changed the name due *

'Jessica', met a cool guy, 'Jason' and fall in love. She told all about him to her best friend, 'Julia'- friends of 10 years. The three of them often went out together, do lunch or go out to the movies.

One day, Jessica has to go travelling for an emergency meeting and has no choice but to cancel her dinner date and weekend getaway with Jason. She has tried to call Jason's cell but no answer, she even texts him but no reply as well. She knows that Jason is busy at the site but cant meet him as she's rushing to the airport.

As a good friend, Julia insists that she will handle the news to Jason after office hour. Jessica is convinced and went on the trip as scheduled.

A week later when she came back, she bought a special gift for her boyfriend and secretly went to his apartment... Knowing that she has an extra key to access his door, she planned for a surprise visit! Jessica was really excited!! Well, the excitement doesn’t last long when she discovers that she has to share Jason with her best friend too!! Angry, irritated, furious about all this she just stormed out from his apartment. Go home and sulking about what happens...

A few days later, she went to meet Julia and ask her why... This is what Julia has said;
'You told me, best friend share everything... We've shared shoes, makeup and other stuff. Why can't this be any different....?’

Now, rumours said that Jessica has found a new man and kept it to herself... They both get married and live somewhere in Queensland... Those are what I heard... Jason and Julia? They were never seen together again...

For me, sharing things mean authority to publicity. Like now in my blog, not sure how many of you reading this but yeah you got what I meant.

I like to share things with my friends or family - like food, music, couch, t.v., bench etc etc....

I might share some with my best friend...

I might share more with my partner...

I might share it all with God..

' I certainly won't share how to anti-gravity.... ' HHaaaHHHAAAAhahah

NTGravity : Sharing is Caring.. but what if Sincerity turns Greedy?

Haiit!!!